Depression ship

Depression - ship
I don’t get this world anymore
Actually the word anymore is a lie
I never got this world
Well I was born here yet I think I belong somewhere else
I’ve been blaming my self for that for a long time
Maybe this world should blame it self about making me feel guilty for being myself
I don’t know what to think anymore
Again anymore is a lie
I never knew how to place my thoughts within common knowledge
I’ve been diagnosed with depression
By someone I know
She told me I am depressed
Because she knows how depression works
She listens to me sometimes
Most of the times she tells me how depressed I am
She is a good friend of mine
She is depressed too